ITB, for real

Hi world, you still there?

Long story short, I got ITB. Once a dear dream o' mine. Like, since I was six. The weird thing is I got it when I least expect it, I was nearly finally accept the fact that I won't graduate there, I was just starting to love my friends at Unpad. Pretty much nearly settled everything down. And then, BAM. Life gives me lemonade. My first response when I see the box on supposedly a blank page was: What the? Whose joke is this? I went silent. I called my Ma and Pa, whom each immediately praise the Lord. When I finally snapped out I yelled "Kenapa kakak masuk??" (Why did I get it??) in a surprised-sad kind of way. Yes, sad. I am aware that upon my acceptance life will only get harder and harder. No more lazy times. No compromise. This is the real thing, that I will finally be able to pursue my dreams for real, everything on a stake.